We are totally drenched after a super heavy thunderstorm, but we are not tired, we have rather found a new energy in us, that makes our feelings much stronger. we had gone through really big turmoil and upheaval, now we know how much we matter to each other. bee i love you. (:
cj is still the same, just that i have managed to catch up a little on the understanding of new topics teached. but theres this irritating midget(which yisen calls dwarf height peeps, damn bad but im still using it -.-) in our class, not i want to purposely outcast him. i tried to accept him in a normal way in the first place, but i can see he is getting on our nerves recently. or not recently, its gradually. maybe cos of his weirdness? i dun wanna ostracize him but seriously, he rants on the stuff we dun really get it, and tries to laugh at his own jokes, so this made himself a joke. so most of the time the bunch of us would be giggling because he is the joke, wah damn bad.
though lessons are boring, i hope im getting used to settling down and paying attention bah. today did work and understood wad my teachers are teaching! :DD Yeah for many people like they achieved that long time ago, but for me its an accomplishment to be able to understand till this extent, you feel damn happy when you got it. but im a chem lagger, cant get anything out of chem till i slowly think and analyse at home. at least i got it luh heh. :)
then finally today had mass pe, which is an unfortunate event where i got caught for my black laces. i dunno why must jc be so, strict? i mean we are all heading towards maturity, or some like me already being mature, they shouldn be so picky about appearance stuff right. like its jc so should just slacken down. not so picky on hair, okay maybe hair is understandable, but wad have a black shoelace gotta affect our studies? just like how ONLY cjc must wear white-based shoes like huh?! i thot cjc was a blessing in disguise cos of its slack feel, but im wrong. its quite strict on its discipline compared to many other schools. even comparing to top schools. so i think wad cj doing is redundant TO THE MAX. aiya shit im just blurting out how i got unhappied by injustice in cj. o.o
yeah so mass people was just like canoeing training, its tough but not as tough as canoeing training though. sweat the same amount still. and my leg couldn work well today, like very suan till you cant continue exercising it luh zz. then after pe i think i got super hungry and ate 2 servings again. always eating too much, but growing too little! inefficient growing and wasting of resources! :@
and one thing is jc needs their students to keep paying and paying and paying for their education. why? cos by paying for the notes, files, misc. educational stuff then can we spark off our education journey and then can we start to really get educated. damn sian keep asking money luh, much worse than secondary school. one shot asked 5, even 20. o.o
but eventually, im heading for a destination, where i can get my stable good pay job, and get semi rich, enough to spend can le, and provide for my laopo. im not bragging im serious okay. so i must work hard from now on. also must keep reminding myself to do canoeing trainings at home! (:
alright i think im ending here, my fringe is ugly luh. :(((((( not a long post though, sorry baobei! but it shows rather how i felt towards life now bah. babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy HOB! :D
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