fuck i think theres something wrong with me. seriously something wrong. like i got so dam irritated and fucked up when they reminded me of me being an atm machine. commented on the many different partners i have everytime i sold icecream, which explains everything. and then, when playing soccer got so out of control i typically shouted at weilong. aiya fuck lah. theres something wrong with me seriously. but i cant find the damn cure. chalet is coming very soon. dun really thought of any exciting things to do or whatever. and i cant seem to bring up much effort to do something cheerfully or whatever. ahhhh nvm, feel like im wasting alot of time in my life doing nothing productive. but who cares, my life is SCREWED.
7:31 AM;
boriiing everyday doing the same old stuff. but today went out with fr and jiale. like we went out to kovan and went bugis for some drumming, the pads fucking nice to hit! then got so fucking nothing to do, we went ps and walked around, slacked, loiter here and there. strangely got really tired, mentally. but theres more to go. this coming week would be chalet week, 6days straight at pasir ris woah. think gonna die of fatigue and such, so would be MIA from 1-6dec. think will buay tahan like fuck but nevertheless it would mark an interesting part in my hols, instead of usual regular oh-so-normal life. CCB
8:54 AM;
tired like a fuck. and i think i would be twice more shag when the chalets come together. OMG im gonna tired like a damn fuck. went to 3e5 chalet yesterday, was quite okay, but the main hightlights were the bbq, learning how play some gambling game, dawn walk and cant think of anymore. quite some slack chalet, but i dunno why i cant tahan. haiiiiiiiiiii cant be bothered to blog the rest of the details LAZY so sorryyyy byebye.
6:19 AM;
aiyooooooooooooooo this is so sad. when people wants to earn some nice bucks, they would come to me to work with me icecream. so by the end of the day, they would be very happy and then wad happens onwards? disappear. cos im just like a money tree, or bank account. when money is needed come to me, when dun need then nvr talk to me. aiyooooooo why i become such a person. ))):
3:37 AM;
sigh. i dunch know. i will feel sad whenever your are seen enjoying the best of your life. i should, too, but somehow i cant. cos i wanna be part of your, but i cant fit into the damn picture. i might be small but there wouldn be any space for me to fit into it, or rather i might spoil the whole damn picture. i should cherish wad i have now, and enjoy the best of life, or rather say enjoy the remaining holidays before the O' s, but somehow i just cant. i dunno, and i contradict much. i like it this way, but i also dun like it this way. why? this feeling has been lingering for dam long, but well if im happy right now, i should just stay it this way. i shouldn also care wad others say, if i very much enjoy the happy times now. i dunno. i really really dunno.
9:51 AM;
shall post some photos on my recent very simple yet no-life LIFE. zzzzz. yeah im just someone dam no-life and fucked up so stay away from me.
lim weilong/tay kaihui/lim cheebai/nosehair/nippleboy/golden pussy =DD
eh relac lah why so fierce
wads so exciting?
caught watching porn. haiyooooo
hey guys if you want the latest hits you must get from this guy cos hes very techno and IN he would listen to the hottest list of latest hits. remember get it from this bastard.
ooooooh shiiiiiiyuan
9:25 AM;
IM HUNGRY.i feel like eating all the food in this world right now, my stomach is grumbling. and im looking forward to tomm at victor house. can do fun stuff HOHO.
7:19 AM;
hmm now currently having one nicenice mood to blog, so guess im gonna blog a looong post out. lets start with..
TODAY.today is seriously some very fast day. waked up at 12pm and had to do some chore left by my mum. so was quite late when reached amk library for study. ended up only me, lam, yuting and shihui went there. i guess lam is still very depressed. cant really concentrate, cos stuck at question and skipped and get stucked again. so ended up playing with other people handphones. haha was quite fun. so went for guitar was quite late for it, and played some arcade in the night before going home.i dunno wad happened, but i think i have really let go of it. like finally. im not very sure, cos it always comes back to me, the feeling isnt very nice. well i got ALOT ALOT of
WANTS in the december holidays. november holidays are quite sucky, abit wasted so looking forward to decmeber holdays.WANTS:1)get new specs2)fix my phone
3)selling icecream and clearing with ease
4)going east coast ride bike with BDC
5)going town with BDC
6)chalets!
7)slack at night and have some nice talking
i have so many things to list out lah. too looking forward le. sadly i cant go to Kukop with 6agapians cos my chalet lies on the exact dates. and i really really want to bring BDC to some life instead of arcading whole day. gonna go organise some fun soon. =D
but the
DARK SIDE of my life is still quite fuck up. im waiting for next week to be over, cos needa study for re-exams and such eeeeyer! but after that should be left of one month of enjoyment. yucks this is sort of the last period of fun and stuff, cos next year would be a very busy year studying and stressing etc. boooooohoo, had lots of regrets in life too. many to list out lah, like nvr take much photos of the past, nvr cherish enough and many more. siann time passes REALLY really fast its so irritating. and i will miss mr ang loads man. one great good teacher.okay whatever. recently have been switching my songs to more of the chinese side. cos i found out they are getting nicer, i dunno why? like 牛仔很忙(which is funny and cute), 彩虹,分裂 and much more lah. knowing the lyrics is much more meaningful lah.
guess i will stop here. running out of stuff to write already. i heard from somewhere and saw from somewhere that, if there are regrets in your life, try to your best ability to do wad you can to make up for it. yeah ill try, but its always a futile attempt... ):
okay signing off here. not very long post i think. o.o
6:38 AM;
i no lifed like a fcuker today, once again. sigh, i REALLY REALLY want to have some good fun or something, but theres nothing to do. no people to do with. only can sell the fcuking icecream to waste off some time. pathetic shit
7:20 AM;
wads so exciting?
caught watching porn. haiyooooo
hey guys if you want the latest hits you must get from this guy cos hes very techno and IN he would listen to the hottest list of latest hits. remember get it from this bastard.
ooooooh shiiiiiiyuan
WANKING
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