wah cb fucking tired throughout the day. can barely stay awake. when forcing myself awake, felt so drowsy and dizzy so wtf cant tahan but slept alot today. cant take it. last night went to ps with Juggernaut(jiale worx), victor and joseph and spend some time at arcade. wah dam no life really. then Juggernaut lost his poor phone. at first we thought both of us were trying to prank each other lah but found out someone took i think. quite hum that guy. left his game halfway just to getaway with a lousy phone. after that dun think Juggernaut felt nice, then he went to pound some characters in Tekken 5. saw alot of skilled drummers, like can exclaim that kind one lah. and sorry Juggernaut, i left you at ps that day. went with victor and joseph to find louise at toapayoh mac afterwards. they were really doing homework, while i stoned and listened to music and joseph weird-ing/stupid-ing/funny-ing. weird guy lah he. reached home at night and orh2 already. TIRED.

well, had some no life today. went selling icecream to earn some real good cash! sold 24 boxes WOAH but nvr get that much amount of money though as last time): nvm must be satisfied. anw went to Rk prata house to eat with vic, dominic and joseph till now i came back. yawn so dam tired but dunn wanna sleep.

i feel damn inferior.

have been feeling quite down nowadays. i guess i only told kenny yesterday or something. but the thing is like "makes no differenc"e lah. and i will be one sad adult who would look back at my teenage years and feel very sad and remorse lol. im lost at the thought of holidays, cos i wonder wad will i do? i dun really want arcading with my old people, but hanging out with them very carefree yet lifeless. boring lets just not think about this kind of shit. its no use anyway right. i just kept thinking last time till recently until i got loads of white hair. eeeeeeeee erxin worx. bek cek of the higher chinese timed practice everyday. CAN DIE. byebye blog. i will be selling ice cream tomm. (:

so sick and tired all the needless breathing. so fucked up nowadays. er always sorry.

gee i dunno wads got into me. depression? nah. okay im quite upset but i dun need people to care or pity me. maybe all along im just all along volunteerily trying to keep organising shitzxz but i dun think anyone really appreciate it. wad i get the feeling was, "lazy to come out; wanna stay at home; dun want go this meaningless-no-life place; wenxun likes to go out too much". i know, but im trying hard to think of places but paiseh i cant. i also want to have life just that i lost them all some time ago. then always im forcing myself to be happy, trying to liven their sianned faces but kena di siao/guailan. if they were to read this they would be thinking wtf. aiya sian of saying all these shitzxz already, i should just stop keep asking them go out or wad. since its no-life and aimless to go this way, and i agree too, so im a damned pessimist. you think wad you like, i give no qualms. and if, anyone wants to ask me about wad happened, actually theres nothing to tell you so no need to try. feel bek chek about explaining this whole thing, then nvm forget it lah since its so difficult to let me understand. just HECK CARE okay.

hahahaha actually im just one pathetic guy lah. really and seriously. aimless always? dam pathetic lah wtfffffff.

im stuck, always. help? fat hope. im, lost and dead right now.

yesterday was <3! LOL. we started out by playing with outsiders soccer and slowly just got the feel of soccer-ing. rested and played, was really fun cos we were playing in the heavy rain and hecked. lam and ty went to pick ball from canal even. nice day. want to have another such day again. its has been so quite long that i really enjoyed and played. but then again, walking around the neighbourhood makes me feel so dam nostalgic again. makes me keep thinking of just enjoying the simple life which i couldn.


enough of it already. night time went out again, to find myself with fr, fel, manxuan, samuel, jiale and xiaohan. nice to see him once again. and he looks quite cute in his bald hairstyle =O so we hanged out till late night. looking at them smoke, looking at fr learning how to fight so enthusiastically and seen how he got pwn by dominic lolol. so overall quite an enjoyable day but right now, im aching like fuck it pains me to move about, even to walk a few steps. alright lets stop here. now i know im just a really small someone whom people could just heck-ed me off.

i cant help it. too much of fucked up things kept coming into my world. maybe they are just part of life? but if they are all partially interlinked to one another or somewhat, how am i gonna have my LIFE? maybe being DIAM is a good way to escape out of everything.

now, all i have left is just a pathetic sigh. cos, life is dam dam cool and nice.

gee now kinda sian ah. nowhere to go everyone got activities. cooool. i thot monday would be fun cos everyone would be busy in school while i can slack. wanted to wake up at 8plus de to enjoy some morning air budden overslept. i dunno but now do wad?

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ahhhhhh taoyee that idiot ps me. walau now feel dam sianned. ):

ehhhh not really feeling very gooood feeling quite sad! so many things to saddd about nabeh. nvm shall post some pics man.


look like?

im not having any nice mood now. but after dunno what happened, it certainly pokes into my angst even more. like wtf. i dunno wad to say to you anymore. cant you understand? or dun you ever understand. its like you just dun realise wad you are wrong and just keeps thinking we are treating you this way. aiya FUCK LAH. i just dunno how to clear this thing. mcb.

yawn im kind of lethargic now after a day of heavy papers. chem was quite fine i guess, hope i can at least get a B3 nah fat hopes! history was quite screwed lah i dunno wad im doing and i was slacking throughout so did not have the time to finish the damn essay. and oh yeah. wad am i doing here infront of the com? i still got two more days to go before EOYs are officially over. ))): but im a physics guy and friday would be a slack paper.


some part of me wanted to go look into the physics textbook and revise all the stuff. but the other part of me got so pissed by my mum and so darn tired i wanna go deep deep sleep. okayyyy i just need to wait one more day. physics and emaths should be no kicks!(i do hope)


jianan me and kenny went to eat opposite after the exams and we slacked so long we nearly slacked our brains out of exams. at playground was nice, talked many many stuff on the past and found out many wonderful stuff in life. hate it when we went home. cos its like reality slammed coldly into my face, telling me no slacking, exams and studies are the thing of life. WAH LOVE(kenny love phrase o.o)


and we found out one quite nice sentence. Looking back a few times wont hurt, but looking back always will result in a great fall. YEAH MOVE ON WITH LIFE LAH NABEH. and guess we are all too no life and very unenjoyable people, always doing the same old boring stuff. aiya like we want! siann-ed. i lost my life since some time ago.


i had a nice fall anw.

Hi fellow people..

The world is ugly.

My blog is dead its hardly even a blog.

I am wenxun.
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A typical boy who is quite short.
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