So right now 3 weeks in CJ, i can say i should be used to it le bah. At first didn really like the school, plus not expected, but overall the orientation kind of proved me wrong. it was fun with the different dirty games, and mass dance. except for the time when they release us, always drag till super super late arghhhhhh. I can say i like CJ now, i will stay in it, but not say its my dream school. to me, its just a school i wont dread, or will i super crazed over it.
So i thought i found a rather nice friend, we calls him B cos he got the B face. cos the name B really suits his face, without specific reasons.
at first got off quite well, during orientation and first few days of official school days. but as days go by, maybe he isnt our character, maybe we too guailan for him, he kind of shunned us. like through the many actions, i believe its not being paranoid but its rather obvious. but well blame us in the first place for being so guailan, and maybe left him the impression we wont study and only knows how to joke and play. download us liao now. maybe the class also.
but mai siaosiao okay i got study de hor! though right now i cant make it thru the lectures, dun really understand what their talking. and really, it scares you and makes you panic when everyone in the lecture theatre is like answering the questions fired by the lecturers. howwww i may end up being the backseats strugglers. (got such word? o.o)
and anyway, jc life started with quite, not a good start. cos its no longer you can comfortably try to find a way to fit into the new environment. you have to be FAST, THINK FAST AND ACT FAST. wah for slow mo people like me quite hard eh.
FAST: for example ccas, we thought we gotta hell lota time to choose due to the 27Feb deadline, but found out everyone is chiong-ing for trials and such. so right now, not many trials left, or rather dun have liao. left with only cross country trial andddd odac for sporty ccas. the rest are just clubs which most likely do not need any trial. nothing appeals to me actually. howww? :( theres barely anything appealing to us right now, so have to go for dumb cross country club. missed vball and fitness club argh. and odac - NONO.
like at first thought i would love canoeing as a cca. yes i would like it to have a cca, but the training schedule is hectic like as if canoeing is your job, it takes up 5 days in your week. imagine everyday soak in water and just busy with trainings, where got time to care studies manzx. and the trial, it wasnt a tryout type of trial, its a endurance torture exercise. 10++ laps, countless sets of basic exercise and all sorts of shit. especially morning jog for canoeing. dun get scammed by the word jog, it should be sprint. totally drained your energy so you can have much time in class, daydreaming and dozing off.
THINK FAST: yes jc people understand problems and think very fast. i find that scary, cos weirdo/insomniac Ee Ban is like a nerd with high socks and is very clever. he dun exactly mug, but he is very interested in studies, very into it definitely. and he often ramble some random shit which resulted in us retorting a 'Kkk' in his face.
ACT FAST: when must do homework in library, as in need reference, no one procrastinates man. everyone just do it. like the Nike. they like always get things done fast not like me slackk slackkk and slackkkk. i should learn to be adult liao. uniforms also cant get like after 2 weeks. everyday gotta go check out if got stock, they restock like dam bloody small in quantity seriously. but im to blame luh buy uniform at so late.
hais now ccaless, uniformless and friendless. i believe things can get better, but even if it does not, i dun care, i still can live. i just know i dun want slack cca again. okay i need go get money from mum liao laopo please read this! :DDD i dun think its substance-ful leh sorryyyyyy.
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