okay i am feeling very vexed now. though i amended the jae form already, i still have mixed emotions in me. like just very vexed. firstly, why the hell do i go get a 13 for my olevels. i mean, okay its not bad already, cos i have been expecting pretty high points. BUT, i still feel quite upset this score doesnt really mean i can go many jcs. yes there are actually many jcs for me to choose, but by ruling out the lousy jcs i have 3 left in mind.
aj - very slight chance of getting in cos many peeps are demanding this factory
ny - just nice my 10points but i freaking hell dun like this school, not my taste
sa - i am okay with this school just i dun want to get influenced to a play mood and it requires me to walk far, but anyway i still stand a low chance in entering
yeah so fuck, many people are vexed and in a dilemma too. many cant decide. i have decided, but yet not happy. cos why, i regret not having work just a LITTLE harder in my cca to achieve A2, which can now save me and give me higher possibility to aj. i want go aj science stream, which is 8 and i have 10. pui think will want me in? so far differences, plus so many zai people going into this factory.
aiya deserve it, to a slacker who dun work hard and get caught in a vexed position. but comparing to many people, i do slack and do less, but doesnt mean i dun do at all. i just did work hard, and i do my homework as usual, not totally slacking. im just a half slacker, but i get higher points than full slacker. pretty sianned.
then at first i thought i had confirmed my submit already, so i was ready to enjoy some jamming. my pure intention is just to go there and have fun, like even if do not know how to play on the instruments, you can sing and just go happy easily. but what the fuck reach there the fucking person has no middle rooms for us, we have to take the small $12 rooms. like already sian liao, yet saw everything got fault. spoiled guitars, faulty amps, cracked cymbal, missing keys in keyboards and electrically charged mikes. almost everyone that first came, yearn for a nice experience, and just plainly setting up and look at these shitzx sianned the half of their spirit.
then we found we got no lyrics for the song we wanted to play, no drummer when im singing, no singer when im drumming, everything was just cocked up and like watched everyone saying fail. on the first experience, they saw us fail and like didn enjoy. whats further, not everyone has same interest in songs, so some want sing that, dunno this, went out of tune, go too fast. everything was just chaos in there, and 2hours passed like this. fucked up jamming.
to think last time we keep saying, our past band keeps playing the same song over and over again, but now we can play not a single one. dam cool.
yeah but like now feel vexed also no use. fate decides where i should go bah. hope i really can be in the same school as her, but very slight chance. :( aiya fuck submit liao still talk so much, go settle my mood down and bathe liao.
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