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Friday, January 02, 2009

Hi.

I am here to blog.

Or rather just write out some personal feelings that are raging in me. Not really raging but just in the mood to write them yeah.

So now is 3 January 2009. I still cant really get myself to believe we are all in a new year now once again, all the secondary school life is over and done. No more anymore.

And right here all the graduates are waiting for the horrifying results on 12 Jan.

Wah seriously, its a scare to me, cos i know i will get really BIG points.

At first when i olevel-ed, I felt like,

"Gee olevels aint that difficult, I wont have to worry cos I know I can do it."

But now like think back, and looking at alot of confident people, I feel actually I do not stand a high chance of getting nice points. Really. I could feel I would once again be in disappointment, like how i got my results for PSLE.

But yeah seriously, no point worrying now, whats done is already done, the points will be set there already. Just voicing out some personal emotions. Await 12 Jan. D;

Okay enough of this results ranting, I must enjoy myself to the fullest in this period of time before I sink into depression after 12 Jan.

I actually have sudden loads of activities to do, and I'm wondering why I never did them in the Novs and Decs.

I gotta ride bike in ECP, watch many many movies, eat stingray at ECP, bird park. I wanna do all these now luh. Qi dai!

One positive thing now is, we are looking at people going to school, so its kind of 'xing zai le huo', or no? When seeing people go to school, it feels like you are so damn free and nice, I like.

And right now I'm missing BB againnnnn. Omg there are two days before i can see her again! ): Xin ku for me luh, cos tomm is dreadful family bbq which I'm not in the least interest, and Sunday BB cant come out. How? )))))))));

I'm ending this short post, just some random post bah.

Byebye.

2009 gives me a sense of dread, idk why. Supposedly we should be happy cos a new year means once again full of surprises waiting for us, and we get to have new things in life. But I just feel dreadful about what is awaiting us in 2009. After admitting into any institutions, we will all be facing a new environment again, new life, and back to the study mood to piah all the things cos cant play play in poly or jc. Why do I still feel dreadful about going to a new environment? Lol maybe I'm just still a kid haven grow up.

1.45am signing off

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