2 more hours, and i would be overwhelmed by by cousins. geeee, i dont enjoy gathering as much now. we dun really have anything to do, except to talk some crap which can be so not interesting but how somehow boredom makes it really nice to discuss. then the day ends at night, where i will be all so tired and drained out i would feel really sian-ed.
holidays have started, but not a holiday for the sec 4s. mugging is now the must in our lives, we must keep mugging till olevels come. dun worry, its only a short 40plus days left. kind of scary come to think of it, when you still panic at prelims on how to do questions. and these questions are many many. they say olevels will be much easier, but i dunno, wad if i flunk it? oh no no negative thoughts. O.O
another i dun like about mugging is not entirely the things we study is really useless and boring. its cos its sort of changing people. its making people all stressed up and stuff. im starting to feel the stress, but its only the starting and im already so beaten by stress. we take olevels just to get a cert so next time we can find a job. T-T ahhhh quit complaining already, i still have to take it anyway. why not keep telling yourself olevels rocks OH YEAHHH!
went jamming on friday night, been so long since we jammed so it was all a big mess up. couldn move my fingers that fast and well as before. zixiang was real coool in playing Warmness On The Soul cos it sounded dam nice. ShiYuan keep doing funny actions! i kept dreaming about having gigs but now we dun have the standard and dun have the time, lets talk about it after olevels bah. (:
but come to think on the brighter side, i can enjoy my life with BB after the olevels, which is really exciting and satisfactory to me already. i really want the goood life to come after olevels, so right now i have to earn it by working hard for olevels yeah.
so today, i nvr seee BB at all, feel like im missing something. i feel so restless now, its the BB disease im having now. tomm will be better! and i realise i blog whenever i have gathering, which says it in the last post. im waiting for BB to change me a nicenice blogskin cos my blog looks very dark and emo wor. and oh i took a look at a racial harmony photo with BB in it and i went crazy cos guess wad, HER FACE DAM CUTE! but i just dunno how to put it in words how i exactly feeel, i think im smitten. ;DD
now the yueding starts counting day by day! children day will be a GREAT day! xD Now im blogging cos we found no more fun in playing Msn Instant Games, and received new installation of maple is finally successful for BB! OH YAYE CAN PLAY LE WOOOOH!
alright im signing off already, hope that gathering will be slightly more enjoyable. qi dai maple! xDDD
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