DEAD;;

Monday, February 25, 2008

life is so effed up, i kept getting lost at wad to do at many situations. i want to study but i get dam lethargic everytime i go to school. and can that bloody taoyee do something about our chem tuition. its been stuck for a month plus. hope can quit, dun think parents let, but i just cant listen in tuitions. i have to get myself in study mode now, I HAVE TO IF NOT IM NOT GONNA START. ahh whatever, lets talk about school.

life is typically the same(like always), its getting worse i cant stand school as time passes. this week is test week, there a row of tests waiting for me to fail them, but i believe i can score.(believe.) im gonna go study amaths now, but ff tired. bu yao du shu! ):

3:25 AM;

Friday, February 22, 2008

i must get this damn feeling over me if not i might be damn emoooo. and im starting to become weird how?? im behaving weirdly whenever im sian and i want to high, no one wants to. im off, i hope, i will find an antidote someday. Someday.

Current life = school studies SIANZ

1:53 AM;

Sunday, February 17, 2008

im stripped of my tie for now, but im dam motivated by adam khoo to study!

2:45 AM;

Monday, February 11, 2008

updates of my life. nothing really much lah. when school starts, my mood is always blue. just dun really have any life to do anything exciting, cos often rejected. and today, Reject Day for me. not the first time, cos everyone wants me to 'fuck off'. total reject man, need people to keep rejecting me to constantly remind me that im a BIG loser. but i will live happy anyway. went to art club, was the usual sianzation feeling in me. finally got out of the damn school, went to find victor and louise, coincidentally meeting korwoong and waiteng. the day wasnt good, neither was it bad. just a neutral day. i want another jam awwwwwwwwwwwwww

EDIT: my lame motivational camp is this thurs, along with Valentine's Day. so coooool worx!

5:31 AM;

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

YAY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNYCNY CNYCNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY. okay enough we must start to sing some chinese new year songs to feel the china feeling and starts to wear lots of red clothing. i dun really look forward to CNY cos the 'teens' section of my cousins have downed to one person that i can 'play'. wah dam sian. must tradition these few days. sian de worx. enjoy CNY people. :)

anw, tag replies:
val: oh okay thanks thanks thanks.
EL: i know im not okay i promise.
jianan: wah gain experience then can level up right.
waiteng: awwwwwww i aint got a screwdriver to unscrew it. help!

6:23 AM;