well my blog posts are really boring, that might explain why izit so dead, as in the tagboard or wad. i had already fallen out of the com world, im so used to not using com. thats weird, cos many cant live without coms. i feel bored of com really, so i indulge in hanging out. but hanging out doesnt make it better in anyway.
recently had a nothing happening. as in the whole of holidays, nothing really good happens. hence, i no-lifed like a dick. only a slight change in events recent two days. that is today and yesterday. YESTERDAY, went countdown but it was quite disappointing in the end. dam anti-climax siah the whole spore. wonder wad happened to the always 'on-ness' they have. budden we spent some quality time doing quality talking when back in bishan at s11 playground. the atmosphere was dam still and quiet and fine, and we talked much about life, catching fishes, working for own bowl of rice and potatoes and more. quite enjoyable, but resulted in me being groggy the next day.
TODAY, went dam early to meet fr, was dam tired and took a fucking fucking long ride to EXPO to watch the play. wasnt expecting much but it turned out quite okay. the people there are really friendly. but when back in bishan, once again stuck and was so desperate but the sudden random idea of riding bike in east coast saved us. so went there and reached at 7plus, quite late. cycled till 9plus, visited vland at east coast and took bus all the way back and reached home 12 i think. life is still as boring.
i have planned, the remains of the holidays. that i should spend the remaining days wisely by finishing my mass homework and then going out only at the later part of the day. so when 31 dec comes i can enjoy fully without worrying. but come to think of it the stressful year is really near, we cant afford to play that much. have to really concentrate man. so i hope study group makes things better. qi dai de worrxx. one year later, shall see wad would happen to wenxun. =/
8:26 AM;
not much to elaborate, basically the stayover turned out quite okay. pia 3 movies, though enjoyed but watch until bek chek. learned mahjong! the worst part is nearing morning, when everyone decided to sleep and then all KO. was so freaking tired cant concentrate. well, now im safe back at home. feel so, warm yet cold.
i dunno why, i feel so lonely. for the first time in my life, i feel this lonely. though i get freedom everyday, but whenever i go back home, its an empty one. it feels so fuck up hearing only myself opening doors, and busy with my stuff. sian. its only the second day.
7:45 AM;
sian. so sian. i really hope to help but i guess its like, i cant do much help, and im not needed to help. never interact for soo long. feeling very pathetic of myself now, having been doing shit stuff throughout the holidays. nothing much fun or productive, or memorable except for the chalet week. but its like in a flash, the holidays have passed 3/4 in a real quick manner, and we are all going to sec 4. fuck it man, i dun wanna stress for olevels yets, its so damn it. when olevels is over, means no more secondary school life, which also means we are taking a step nearer to work in the society. sian. now my life only revolves around BDC and soccer. not much, others have been losing alot of contact. knnb.
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i fell so hard like a dick today, my wounds burn like hell when in contact with water. ughh
8:21 AM;
hi im back to blogging cos found out i really got nothing to do so decided to blog. well not much to blog about, life has been the same, freaking same, just hanging out with the usual people. today went bugis, linked play and found out abit boring. not that much exciting. went back bishan, wanted to play hunting, but heng scared like a dog so ran all the way back home. went up to his house, koped slippers but got caught by his mum. not much in the end pillared weilong, was quite nice. was still quite early so went to bc at 144, old nice block. and then played until so indulged in it say got people call police. nabeh. run lor but was not much kick.
gosh now the time is running really slow, how i hope everyday the time is running this slow. it has been quite awhile but yet its still not past 12. yawn boring.
7:06 AM;
chalet ended. and i think theres something wrong with me again. like how i flare up when they were all procrastinating after noted about taking photos. cos maybe, i just keep saying but they nvr really wanted to take a photo. but perhaps in the deeper inside, i treasure photos alot now. memories would always fade, as time gets longer the memory gets blurrer, and somehow who knows they might be slowly forgotten. like now, im left with memories of last time, but when i look back i couldn really see anything. its like so fade, and i regretted and asked myself why the hell we didn even take a photo altogether. after spending so much time together, we all did not take a single photo. however i think im really something wrong at times. like too emotional. or maybe fed up. sian starting to get tired. shall end this post of reflection. bye.
6:01 AM;
shagged now, gotta sleep soon for tomm chalet again. two chalets in a row. abit sianned and tired of it. dunno why just suddenly want some rest and dun care about anything anymore.
7:06 AM;
production*