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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

hmm now currently having one nicenice mood to blog, so guess im gonna blog a looong post out. lets start with.. TODAY.

today is seriously some very fast day. waked up at 12pm and had to do some chore left by my mum. so was quite late when reached amk library for study. ended up only me, lam, yuting and shihui went there. i guess lam is still very depressed. cant really concentrate, cos stuck at question and skipped and get stucked again. so ended up playing with other people handphones. haha was quite fun. so went for guitar was quite late for it, and played some arcade in the night before going home.

i dunno wad happened, but i think i have really let go of it. like finally. im not very sure, cos it always comes back to me, the feeling isnt very nice. well i got ALOT ALOT of WANTS in the december holidays. november holidays are quite sucky, abit wasted so looking forward to decmeber holdays.

WANTS:
1)get new specs
2)fix my phone
3)selling icecream and clearing with ease
4)going east coast ride bike with BDC
5)going town with BDC
6)chalets!
7)slack at night and have some nice talking

i have so many things to list out lah. too looking forward le. sadly i cant go to Kukop with 6agapians cos my chalet lies on the exact dates. and i really really want to bring BDC to some life instead of arcading whole day. gonna go organise some fun soon. =D

but the DARK SIDE of my life is still quite fuck up. im waiting for next week to be over, cos needa study for re-exams and such eeeeyer! but after that should be left of one month of enjoyment. yucks this is sort of the last period of fun and stuff, cos next year would be a very busy year studying and stressing etc. boooooohoo, had lots of regrets in life too. many to list out lah, like nvr take much photos of the past, nvr cherish enough and many more. siann time passes REALLY really fast its so irritating. and i will miss mr ang loads man. one great good teacher.

okay whatever. recently have been switching my songs to more of the chinese side. cos i found out they are getting nicer, i dunno why? like 牛仔很忙(which is funny and cute), 彩虹,分裂 and much more lah. knowing the lyrics is much more meaningful lah.

guess i will stop here. running out of stuff to write already. i heard from somewhere and saw from somewhere that, if there are regrets in your life, try to your best ability to do wad you can to make up for it. yeah ill try, but its always a futile attempt... ):

okay signing off here. not very long post i think. o.o

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