DEAD;;

Monday, October 15, 2007

gee i dunno wads got into me. depression? nah. okay im quite upset but i dun need people to care or pity me. maybe all along im just all along volunteerily trying to keep organising shitzxz but i dun think anyone really appreciate it. wad i get the feeling was, "lazy to come out; wanna stay at home; dun want go this meaningless-no-life place; wenxun likes to go out too much". i know, but im trying hard to think of places but paiseh i cant. i also want to have life just that i lost them all some time ago. then always im forcing myself to be happy, trying to liven their sianned faces but kena di siao/guailan. if they were to read this they would be thinking wtf. aiya sian of saying all these shitzxz already, i should just stop keep asking them go out or wad. since its no-life and aimless to go this way, and i agree too, so im a damned pessimist. you think wad you like, i give no qualms. and if, anyone wants to ask me about wad happened, actually theres nothing to tell you so no need to try. feel bek chek about explaining this whole thing, then nvm forget it lah since its so difficult to let me understand. just HECK CARE okay.

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