DEAD;;

Friday, June 29, 2007

throughout the week, i am like so fucking tired mentally and physically. just wanna go into a deep deep sleep. got suicidal thoughts. and also violent thoughts- of whacking my father up. cant he be less irritating by abit. i would be gladly grateful already. i dun even wanna talk to him, cos whenever opens his mouth, its all scoldings no praises. maybe i got nothing to praise about, but dun need scold everytime right. i wonder wtf is a father. father is a nice term. so sick and tired all these needless breathing. and i have been not in the mood to school already. last time still got 'cravings' to go school cos expected fun. nah. everything is so shitty.

oh yeah. everyone uses com on friday nights to play right, taking a break,all these shitz. i must do my homework. school also no support, home also no support, might as well just disappear into the void.

4:15 AM;

Saturday, June 23, 2007

whats the worse that i can say.

10:44 AM;

Monday, June 18, 2007

val____ i loove buzzing cant ahhhhhhhh

yuting & shihui_____ hello chunks customers. wanna order ? haha

wanni_____ huh really women hunt??? cool lah and thanks for advertising my CHUNKS company. haha

6:19 AM;

Friday, June 15, 2007

damn im rather bored now, i stayed at home for a day with nothing to do. i got lethargic in the afternoon, so never bother to go out but now im fuckin' bored man. wish can go out at least for a while. everyone is out in their camp or overseas. fuck sian holidays.

3:41 AM;

Thursday, June 14, 2007

im sorta free now, so i guess i could really settle down to do some thinking on wad to write. hmm somehow homework came first. i only like did a tiny bit of homework -- few questions of amaths and i heard theres still lot more to do. i guess im gonna pia my amaths tonight, at least it assure my mind a little. i got sudden urge to finish my homework and then play to fullest for the last week, but come to think of it, the scouts and the ncc people are all at their camps. 2 friends overseas, and now left with little people to go out with. aww siann. oh yeah lets talk about today.

went to dhoby lke 12plus and then reached to buy tickets for Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer. there were like only four people watching, fucking pathetic. but we got to see marcus, which was like still the same his face and his slouching, his talking and his sarcasm. 2years nvr change anything. cool. so he was saying this meetup is like his 5th time that he is watching movies. WOW. after the movies, we got nothing much to do, just that went to arcade, played some games and then decided to go home. damn, not so much of a nice day.

thought of tomm, i really got nothing to do for tomm, and noone to go out with. okay, gotta settle down to do my amaths homework now.

7:59 AM;

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

hi. back from the second chalet of this holidays. but this time i got real tired though its once again naruto-ing straight throughout the night. went for some night walk, drank s0me high calcium soya bean milk, ate at mac and nothing else special more. just stayed in the chalet, bored to tears doing many stuffs. but i enjoy this slacking process. went back with fr to home cos there will be guitar, talked some stuff. blah, im just tired.

10:43 PM;

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

stayover at fr house. was quite some success bah. after agape gathering, i went back home and then set off to fr house. went up there together with val, sh and yuting. some played dota some played mahjong some played guitar some learn guitar. well im sorta lazy to write. so overall, its all about raping, drinking, slacking, watching movie, talking and true or dare. went home to sleep today, i was like fucking tired. slept throughout the day until went for guitar.

6:55 AM;

Sunday, June 03, 2007

woooooh im staying at home. home is not that bad actually.

1:48 AM;

Saturday, June 02, 2007

today after going to polyclinic, i randomly boarded the bus service 105 and was thinking where should i go. tried to find out people houses to go but in the end found yc at the bus stop. we started to walk towards the school area when we decided to settle down for some Yu Kee Duck Rice. we were lost at wad to do, so decided to get a bball and started playing at the church nearby. waiting for their scouts to finish, my slippers seemed to get hotter and hotter until it got so unbearable that we went to wait for them instead. waited at the bus stop for quite a while, jianan got pissed off by his ahma coming to fetch him. so we ate again, and then went to find xiaohan. and we draggged soo long to decide where to go until we went fr house. go there slack in front of com till until 6plus. then end of day.

tomm gonna be soccer, but theres so little people. wtf sian.

6:23 AM;