sensed the difference

how much has changed.

well it has been ages since i blogged, sudden got the urge to come and type something but....... i dun think my desire can last that long. what about a new blog mmhmm

finally im blogging again! yeah man, school is going great, but not exactly. cos i like how i dun feel as tired when going to cj compared to going to zhss last time. how i dun need to wake like freaking early and just nice and can have a nice breakfast before going to school wah so comfy. but i hate the weather these days. its definitely strange to have freaking cold mornings in March right? i thought it was supposed to be quite hot and summer feel. o.o so i hope my nose wont die on me because these cold mornings are really really really really cold i have to keep putting my hands into the pockets. people might think i acting cool. T_T

yeah so this week, its week 10 like wah very fast March holidays already! woohoo! while schooling, esp in jc, one simple one week short break can just make me soooooo happy luh seriously. like cos jc is super stressed. and this holidays can at LEAST gimme some break and more sleeeeeep. yes i love sleeep very nice. and how i feeel very envious of poly students, haven even start their school and like rotting till theres nothing to do. i think they can even feel sian without school luh. but i dunno, i just feel like jc and poly people are now in total different worlds already. jc people are busy chionging school, while poly people are poly-ing so there no longer any interaction luh. feel sad for zixiang who had most of his friends in jc.
and while in the course of cjc-ing, i kept thinking of zhss, and missed it so much. i dun have exact thing of zhss to miss about, i just miss the school and everything of it. ESP being in same class as beeeeeeeee! :((((( the feeling rocks seriously. and zhss suddenly feels so homey. really. like when i went back for a short while to zhss, i feel warm on the inside. maybe zhss motto did naturally become part of us- treating zhss as its 2nd home. i miss everything in zhss my god! :(
jc life is currently like a moving train, with a certain constant speed already. when its j2, its going to chiong full steam ahead. jc life is more like, pia, chiong, mug and everything NOT nice. now we are on the first year and we are so busy studying already. hais, i actually dun like this type of life. cos very fast we are so gonna go army and then become adult liao. :( means we have to work in the society soon! DDDDDDDD;

aiya but the main part im worrying is i cant really catch up. sometimes i feel i can understand, but sometimes i get lost totally. it seems like the jc train is moving while im behind it, grasping for air while trying to near it. i have to get used to this.
right now(nanana o.o) i should really stop thinking about life and chiong already! if not i will totally lose out to people in my jc already. strangely i though cjc wasnt that mug, but the sad fact it is.

yup, my birthday has passed already! it was the best birthday done by beeeeeeeeee! :DDDDDDD seriously, like in the morning i just as per normal crossed the bridge to the bus stop to wait for my bus. as usual smsing her and thought shes still at home preparing to go her school. then like very magically, she just appeared in front of me. i swear i was speechless cos i really dunch know whether am i dreaming or what. i never even thought that she would appear and seriously, her surprise succeeded! and really, thanks alot for doing so much for me! beeeeeee bought me 17 things(including of brownies, cheesecakes, bags, sweets, chocs, box file and a super nice candle-like letter! shes super cool i tell you, very cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

then during school class celebrated for me, while doing a whip cream prank on my head. o.o after school when home to change and meet beeeeeeeee! she insisted on treating me to jap tepanyaki which is super ex to pay for both of us! but the food really dam nice, esp when beeee treated me to it. ^^

then afterwards we went to night safari! cool idea to go cos seriously long time nvr go le. and i think the experience is really very cool. night time experience wooh! both zoo and night safari rocks man, though some animals unable to be seen. o.o after that took bus back, we were so tired we woke up and found just nice at her house de busstop and hurriedly alighted. went around to find some place where she sang a shy birthday song for me! ^^ used the brownies as cakes and used the remaining candles to make a heart shape! though the day was tiring, but it was definitely fun, and i can say its my BEST and FIRST birthday with beeeeeeeeeeeeeee! yaye yaye yaye! XDDDDDDDD

3 more days to holidays wooh. here are the pictures! for a long time i haven been putting photos already! :)

wah stress face. :(

laopo! thanks alot for everything! not just birthday, but for all these while and everything alright. ILOVEYOU. <3

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We are totally drenched after a super heavy thunderstorm, but we are not tired, we have rather found a new energy in us, that makes our feelings much stronger. we had gone through really big turmoil and upheaval, now we know how much we matter to each other. bee i love you. (:

cj is still the same, just that i have managed to catch up a little on the understanding of new topics teached. but theres this irritating midget(which yisen calls dwarf height peeps, damn bad but im still using it -.-) in our class, not i want to purposely outcast him. i tried to accept him in a normal way in the first place, but i can see he is getting on our nerves recently. or not recently, its gradually. maybe cos of his weirdness? i dun wanna ostracize him but seriously, he rants on the stuff we dun really get it, and tries to laugh at his own jokes, so this made himself a joke. so most of the time the bunch of us would be giggling because he is the joke, wah damn bad.

though lessons are boring, i hope im getting used to settling down and paying attention bah. today did work and understood wad my teachers are teaching! :DD Yeah for many people like they achieved that long time ago, but for me its an accomplishment to be able to understand till this extent, you feel damn happy when you got it. but im a chem lagger, cant get anything out of chem till i slowly think and analyse at home. at least i got it luh heh. :)

then finally today had mass pe, which is an unfortunate event where i got caught for my black laces. i dunno why must jc be so, strict? i mean we are all heading towards maturity, or some like me already being mature, they shouldn be so picky about appearance stuff right. like its jc so should just slacken down. not so picky on hair, okay maybe hair is understandable, but wad have a black shoelace gotta affect our studies? just like how ONLY cjc must wear white-based shoes like huh?! i thot cjc was a blessing in disguise cos of its slack feel, but im wrong. its quite strict on its discipline compared to many other schools. even comparing to top schools. so i think wad cj doing is redundant TO THE MAX. aiya shit im just blurting out how i got unhappied by injustice in cj. o.o

yeah so mass people was just like canoeing training, its tough but not as tough as canoeing training though. sweat the same amount still. and my leg couldn work well today, like very suan till you cant continue exercising it luh zz. then after pe i think i got super hungry and ate 2 servings again. always eating too much, but growing too little! inefficient growing and wasting of resources! :@

and one thing is jc needs their students to keep paying and paying and paying for their education. why? cos by paying for the notes, files, misc. educational stuff then can we spark off our education journey and then can we start to really get educated. damn sian keep asking money luh, much worse than secondary school. one shot asked 5, even 20. o.o

but eventually, im heading for a destination, where i can get my stable good pay job, and get semi rich, enough to spend can le, and provide for my laopo. im not bragging im serious okay. so i must work hard from now on. also must keep reminding myself to do canoeing trainings at home! (:

alright i think im ending here, my fringe is ugly luh. :(((((( not a long post though, sorry baobei! but it shows rather how i felt towards life now bah. babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy HOB! :D

Labels: You are my reason for living.

So right now 3 weeks in CJ, i can say i should be used to it le bah. At first didn really like the school, plus not expected, but overall the orientation kind of proved me wrong. it was fun with the different dirty games, and mass dance. except for the time when they release us, always drag till super super late arghhhhhh. I can say i like CJ now, i will stay in it, but not say its my dream school. to me, its just a school i wont dread, or will i super crazed over it.

So i thought i found a rather nice friend, we calls him B cos he got the B face. cos the name B really suits his face, without specific reasons.

at first got off quite well, during orientation and first few days of official school days. but as days go by, maybe he isnt our character, maybe we too guailan for him, he kind of shunned us. like through the many actions, i believe its not being paranoid but its rather obvious. but well blame us in the first place for being so guailan, and maybe left him the impression we wont study and only knows how to joke and play. download us liao now. maybe the class also.

but mai siaosiao okay i got study de hor! though right now i cant make it thru the lectures, dun really understand what their talking. and really, it scares you and makes you panic when everyone in the lecture theatre is like answering the questions fired by the lecturers. howwww i may end up being the backseats strugglers. (got such word? o.o)

and anyway, jc life started with quite, not a good start. cos its no longer you can comfortably try to find a way to fit into the new environment. you have to be FAST, THINK FAST AND ACT FAST. wah for slow mo people like me quite hard eh.

FAST: for example ccas, we thought we gotta hell lota time to choose due to the 27Feb deadline, but found out everyone is chiong-ing for trials and such. so right now, not many trials left, or rather dun have liao. left with only cross country trial andddd odac for sporty ccas. the rest are just clubs which most likely do not need any trial. nothing appeals to me actually. howww? :( theres barely anything appealing to us right now, so have to go for dumb cross country club. missed vball and fitness club argh. and odac - NONO.

like at first thought i would love canoeing as a cca. yes i would like it to have a cca, but the training schedule is hectic like as if canoeing is your job, it takes up 5 days in your week. imagine everyday soak in water and just busy with trainings, where got time to care studies manzx. and the trial, it wasnt a tryout type of trial, its a endurance torture exercise. 10++ laps, countless sets of basic exercise and all sorts of shit. especially morning jog for canoeing. dun get scammed by the word jog, it should be sprint. totally drained your energy so you can have much time in class, daydreaming and dozing off.

THINK FAST: yes jc people understand problems and think very fast. i find that scary, cos weirdo/insomniac Ee Ban is like a nerd with high socks and is very clever. he dun exactly mug, but he is very interested in studies, very into it definitely. and he often ramble some random shit which resulted in us retorting a 'Kkk' in his face.

ACT FAST: when must do homework in library, as in need reference, no one procrastinates man. everyone just do it. like the Nike. they like always get things done fast not like me slackk slackkk and slackkkk. i should learn to be adult liao. uniforms also cant get like after 2 weeks. everyday gotta go check out if got stock, they restock like dam bloody small in quantity seriously. but im to blame luh buy uniform at so late.

hais now ccaless, uniformless and friendless. i believe things can get better, but even if it does not, i dun care, i still can live. i just know i dun want slack cca again. okay i need go get money from mum liao laopo please read this! :DDD i dun think its substance-ful leh sorryyyyyy.

Labels: Be my baby forever.

baby is back like FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! YAYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! but.. like left 2 more days with her then im off to cjc and shes off to ajc i dun want different school luhhhhhhhh. )))))): hope both of us will end up in NYJC appeal. (:

today was woken up by sms from MOE, not the alarm. was like open the sms and str8 away wake up. wtf cjc?! i nvr expected to go into this jc and nvr wanted to go luh. like i just put it in 6th choice cos i nvr really thought i would go so far till the 6th. then i got headache cos started fretting about it while immediately forced the brain to wake up. asked around and found very few went cjc, and many didn get into the jcs they wanted, and many didn get into like 1st or 2nd. what is moe becoming man? then like at first still pondering if should go sentosa, but in the end still went luh.

reached and went to buy black peppered ham while waiting for tzekiat to come. then we set off to sentosa, and was quite pleased cos the blacks could go to the outing with us. walked for quite long before reaching siloso beach de end part where we immediately played soccer. wah i wonder what happened to me, we played for just awhile, like after some running, and we were all panting and sticking out our tongues like dogs. like super duper hot, warm, stuffy and out of breath! still continued to play till finally we all rest, and was in a confusion. cos i was feeling dizzy and was about to faint omg. like trying hard to stay conscious cos seriously about to pengzx. then finally the latecomers, lam zx and shaun came. the rest went to play soccer with other people under the pavillion while me tk and jianan chose to camp and watch the bags. actually its just i dun want blisters to my feet again. and like played this forfeit game, each round will increase the number of push ups by 5. wah did like many and jianan kena 50. watched tk roll on the beach damn retarded got video.

then wanted to play forfeit game when they come back, but like i couldn move them at all so went to lunch at delifrance and keep refilling the ice lemon tea. then went back, some went to walk walk while the rest we played rugby. also played awhile quite fun but panted like fuck. the duration of our games damn fast finish de. then eventually few decided to leave and left 6 of us playing vball. my arms hurts like hell when sand-covered vball descend from high in the air luh. even when rain liao still played vball like siao.

so finally went to bathe and felt so fresh cos no longer has sand in underwear. ;X went back to vivocity and left with jianan to mrt. managed to reach the salon by 7.30pm, like they were about to close on 8pm. managed to persuade them to do my hair makeover. so now my hair is short, nerd and ugly luh. flat black head like a mushroom. T_T wanted to meet beee but cant and caused her to be scolded by father. ):

now i keep sneezing i dunno why. i think caught a cold or something, my nose is really a great irritance. beee hates me. ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

alright i nvr blog for the past 2 days cos i was at shiyuan's house on 28 night. so here are the rough details on these 2 days. (:



28 Jan
woke up finally at a later time compared to cny days. woke up and like called that NES(Not Enough Sleep) shiyuan to meet at bishan. cos he is practically staying up every night getting hooked to the com and sleeping when the sun is about to rise. met him fast for the first time, before that met jianan kenny tzekiat for the awhile cos i dunno why they chose bishan to stroll around. after met ate some shit chicken rice from Qi Le, sucks man not nice. then i was wearing cap so shiyuan keep taking out my cap to see my cap lines on my hair. dam ugly. taxi-ed to his house, ate mac, used com for one whole night - guitar and watching people fail at different type of stuff. and watched him play some zombie shooting Left4Deaddam real life game before sleeping at 5am the next day.

29 Jan
woke up and i think he cant make it like he seriously like sleepy im not that. straight prepared and went jamming. it was phail, epic phail. cos watch too many people fail at www.failblog.org so i guess we got influenced to fail. failed jamming cos only had 3 people we couldn complete the roles. had a hard time trying to sing while playing guitar. after that even failed to flag the bus 13, just allowed the bus to go pass us just like that. so he went home to sleep i went to dye my hair. but wait the salon wasnt open so shit, half happy half sad. happy cos can still keep my hair, sad cos i dunno when else i can do that, like dam rush liao no time. hope perhaps tomm after sentosa i can find some time to dye my hair black. cut tomm should i or wait till 31? need some time organisation to be able to dye my hair on time tomm evening.

so now i just woke up and ate my dinner cos went home and pengz. actually also not so tired luh. YES left one more day hope can meet baobei tomm night when she comes back! :D:D:D:D

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